Buay Song

These few days, my mood isnt on cloud nine. Alot of fucked up things are fucking up my mind. First off, my results are fucking on hold by the dun kw what fuck aussie union. Why the fuck do they have to fucking hold up OUR results? Pua cb, the best thing is, IT ONLI AFFECTS US, THE AUSSIE STUDENTS THERE ARE NOT FUCKING CB AFFECTED! FUCK YOU BASTARDS!

Second thing that's driving me crazy is the fucked up job market. Its kinda hard finding a job, and although i can and wan to do sales, i need bank interior experience. So yes, i gotta find a internal job position in a bank and crank up on the experience. Fuck. Im poor enough as it is, now knn still must settle for some cb fucked up pay, 1.5k to 1.7k. Cb, i last time diploma also get 1.8k working as a assistant engineer lor.

Thirdly, i still owe my frends money. $150 to jer, $300 to ah wei. Fuck. I wanna pay them back as soon as possible, but as long as i cant find a job, i cant. I dun like to owe frens money, especially they being the ones who without a second word lent it to me. I thank god that i have frends that are always there for me when the going gets tough. So yes, they are also the reason i wanna find a job asap.

Fourth, i needa pay my grandma back. The study fees remember? Its 30K lah, must start repaying asap also. Although not pressured, i still wanna settle it asap. Argh, so many stuffs to settle, with all these financial burdens on me, when the fuck can i start my own stuffs?

Coupled with all these, there's this other thing as well. I know i shouldnt feel this way, but well, fuck that. What thing? I dun wanna say, but its fucking me up from within. I must try to tear myself away from this thing. I fucking must. Its fucking up my life.

So all these factors cumulate into a negative mood streak for me these days. Therefore in the meantime, dun screw with me.


On a final note, someone asked me do i still. yes i still.