Sunday, July 17, 2005
Im writing this entry with a black and white screen (my stupid monitor spoiled T_T) and a black and white heart (its still beating, dun worry :P) . Yesterday i went out with moomoo again to go window shopping, and i send her home to hougang too. She's realli veri cute and i truly thank god for letting her come back into my life again, although this time as a good frend, not as a gal i wanna be with. I admit i still love her alot, but in my heart, i dun tink its possible between us le. In life, there's always someone who u love, but u can never be with her. And yesterday i chatted with her in msn at 2-3am ba, she told me alot about myself which i knew, but never tried to change. And guess wat, she knows me more then myself sia. She told me alot about myself that i never knew, so ya, yesterday i faced the music, and i tink its time i do something about it. My maturity went for a long holiday, and now i gonna recall the bugger back into existence. And to corinne i thank her sincerely for injecting some sense into me, im no more a fat bugger rotting in hell, im going to grow wings and fly to my own piece of heaven...(literally :P). I wont try to be a procrastinatist le, time is not of the essense as long as im making the effort. It will be long, but its definite. Well, i finally end these blog entry le. This will be the last time im blogging as 'him'. It will be taken over by another 'him' for the next entry. Lastly, i still wanna tell corinne ----> I LOVE U. We cant be together, but we can be realli realli good frendz..even best frendz. ^_^.
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