VERY long bo blog le.. hehe. tis few weeks i damn poor sia... T_T. kaoz.. my stupid handphone bill is $250 last mth sia... cb one, i go taiwan 1 mth nia, come back tio tis type of bomb = ="". I would have to slowly wait till nxt pay day then got cash to go out n have fun sia..zzzzzzz... c buay sianz... y is my life so cham one???! Last week friday hor, i saw something tat made my head start to tink sia. i was on a bus home from camp, there was tis pretty gal who was sitting in front of me. i didnt realli care much bout her until a aunty with a baby came onboard. tis gal actually gave up her seat for the aunty sia... wee you wee, i was realli taken aback sia, most of the pretty gals i see outside will die die never give up seat one lor... im realli realli impressed by her sia, long time bo see such a good n PRETTY gal liaoz.. lolz, but i dun n will never know her lah. its juz the act tat made me tink about singapore gals like her is realli rare le. It once again proves the point tat wat realli defines a gal is not looks, its wat she does in daily life tat takes my breathe away. ^_^. But men will always be men, we ALWAYS notice looks b4 everything. lolz, primary objective = chio anot, Secondary objective = figure good anot, Tertiary objective = personality good anot. haiz, i admit im also one of those guyz, but hey, im changing mah, give me time to change n detach myself from the flow n genes lah.. lolz. One question is always burning thru me sia, a veri simple n absolutely essential question: Y THE FARK AM I SO FAT AH????!!! Nin nia a, i reall i gam pua 'fei' sia.zzzzzz But nvm one, nxt week my frendz r coming back from taiwan le, so we can go sing kbox nxt friday le! wahaha SINGING ROX! I AM ZHOU JIE LUN! (I tok cock one lah, jay's fans pls dun burn my house hor...T_T)

May 27th. Today is the day when i met corinne for the first time 2 yrs ago. I still remember the time when i met her.. it was 845pm sharp. We met at a chalet tat my guitar club NPS organised. When i first saw her, she juz struck me as a sweet gal, but i will never know tat she will be the gal tat i love the most in my life. She was with me through my holidays b4 i was enlisted into the army, n she was there for me all the way through my BMT. I was so in love with her, but she had gary then... I can never forget her smile n a phrase which onli me n her knew... i enjoyed spending time with her, she's the onli gal tat have seriously stolen my heart in all my 22yrs. Even if i hate to admit it, my heart will always have a place for her. I tried to contact her via her old phone number, but its alreadi invalid. I have lost all contact with her now, i tink its for the better, we have to get on with our lives n ironically, tat's y i didnt realli wanna ask her frendz how she is.. haiz...

Saturday.... sian aaaaaaaaa....... today i almost whole day rot at home.... heng juz now evening got go west coast play lan games with the band of pig-dog frendz.. lolz... beauty world the mechmaster close shop liaoz.. kaoz, i went all the way there sia, then we lan lan go ginza play... = =" Heng bullbull at ginza playing, i reach there i straight away call him.. hehe.. bullbull is a net frend, i knew him in battlenet but have never met him b4. hmm, he damn steady n he looks veri fit sia.. haha, he also veri white like me. :P At least today i got to know a new frend.. haha. Then when we r leaving the shop, we realize it was raining outside sia... we had no choice lor, so we all switch on 'MOM' then turbo run to the busstop... lolz... heng i fit sia, didnt get realli wet.. o_o. Now life seems so normal liaoz... at least alot of things happening in my life is going uphill... but got 2 things nvr seems to move one leh.. = =.... im still as fat if not fatter then last time.... haiz... the other one is im still waiting for a chance to ask her to be my gf leh..... i wanna 'biao bai' liaozzzzzz.... ^_^... c when fr33 i ask her out then pop the question ba... wish me LUCK! :P

C buay long bo post liaoz... haiz... im getting lazi liaoz... hehe. Tis few days nothing realli serious happen le... although ytd i work like a dog in the med ctr. Ian N Gan are cb kias, put me alone in med ctr, im starting to dislike them more n more liaoz. Nin nia a, tell them not enough ppl they still go cluster fark... haiz, y pl nowadays so farked up one??? Nvm about tat lah, the day before i also fixed my sandbag le.. hehe, so happy sia, but i tink after 2 weeks will drop down again.. hahahah

Pissed is wat i am today... ST sent me on a last minute sunday cover... Sianz, normally i wont be angry one, but i alreadi went for 2 weekends cover last mth liaoz.... kaoz... nbz.. although one of them i got my frend to replace me, but i did it myself, but ST say in REALITY i didnt cover! Nin nia a, he last minute tell me i also go because i treat him as frend... but im starting to tink he's taking me for granted. Everytime he got thing i will help him, now he like tat arrow me... if its a normal weekend its still okay, BUT IT IS MOTHER'S DAY! CCB, I DUN HAVE A MOTHER IZZIT? Fark man, its none of my business one, kaoz, dun know y shoot till here... Gan say dun wanna go then can dun go, then WTF cant i say no? WTF AM I? ST say i can claim my off on any day, but come on lah, one year onli got one mother's day, its a son's duty to stay home to accompany her, but now i tio this fark shit thing liaoz, KAOZZZZZZZ.... im realli realli veri pissed off, im not targeting one guy to be angry with, but i juz cant damn swallow the whole thing man.. ST did came to tok to me about tis issue, but do u seriously tink i will juz let it go? A frend doesnt do tis to you? Im veri aware of his plight as our spec, but if u cant find someone, y arrow ME? Its realli damn unfair to me, i feel realli betrayed dude, i will always help u when u r in need, but now u r playing with my MOTHER'S DAY? I cant take it anymore, sad to say, tat's where the frendship ends... from now on, we r juz normal campmates, if u dun treat me as a frend, i shouldnt be the stupid fellow tat continue to uphold the silly believe tat our frendship is MUTUAL...

Tis week offically can stay out le.. lolz... i illegal stay out for 2 mths liaoz... lolz... Tomolo i doing duty le.. haha, so wont be back home for one day lor... zai.. i doing duty with my good bro sean. i also bringing PS2 to camp tomolo so i can play with peter n sean they all.. wahaha, wudi one.. i was tinking of buying some sausage n ham n bacon n eggs to cook at the med ctr.. lolz... machiam my house liaoz... hahaha.... but im realli glad tat we dont have a bunk now..lolz, then we all live at med ctr will contribute to our bond... Today uncle sam came back to work le, long time bo c him liaoz.. haha.. he juz came back from india mah, but he still the same old uncle sam.. haha :P I feel quite relaxed today sia.. hehe, finally overcame the dark clouds flooding my heart. ^_^. Tis few weeks, i've made some realli good frendz with some new guyz in the med ctr sia.. lolz, one of them is edwin, he is a old guy actually, but i seldom tok to him mah, so dun realli knew him.. haha, guess wat, he is also someone of the same character with me n ah-sean n peter... wahaha, zai, we all 3 click till cannot click.. lolz. I look forward to maintaining contact with these brothers after we ORD. These r wat i call frendz, not some stupid hypocritic asshole who deserves a backfist to the face... hee hee... :P

Tonite is a nite juz like any other.... but my something is stirring in my heart.... o_o? Im having a feeling tat is veri hard to describe... i dun realli know how to say it, but somethings always dun seem right one...heehee, maybe im juz too silly le ba. My whole life, i have been wanting someone who is perfect, but am i the perfect one in their hearts? lolz, i dun tink so, n wat can i do to change it? humans r born with the ability to change their own fates, n mine is to be the perfect man to that perfect her... T_T.. Did u know tat i realli realli love you? Sometimes things juz doesnt need to be said, love can be felt, if u feel it, y dun u tell me how u feel? Im slowly being devoured by my own emptiness n sense of loss, its a void in my soul tat nobody understands... there might be others that feel the same thing as me, but they are never wat i am... i am me. i am wat i am. And i want u to know tat im unique, as is my love for you... i cant say tat im the best person to love you, but wat i can promise you is, im the person who can give the best love to you...(我 真 的 很 想 你 。。。)

Todae monday sia, i off todae... lolz, whole day stay at home rot... wudi.. ^_^ .. hmm, todae is a farnny day sia.. usaully my frendz all would be playing DOTA with me one, but todae hor, got one of them PMS n pissed them all off...lolz, then all no mood play liaoz.. heng i fit, nvr play with them.. lolz.. im feeling abit sian sia, whole weekend n off day camp at home... zzz, i wanna go sing leh, but ah-wei now standby in camp liaoz, bo lang go sing with me..zzz... oh ya, by the way, im looking for my sassy gal's 'i believe' guitar score leh, anybody have pls tell me hor, i wanna go photocopy.. :P tomolo go back camp liaoz, sianz, gonna work again = =""... but good thing is, i suddenly have macdonald's big breakfast craving sia... lolz, tomolo maybe go buy one set go back camp eat as breakfast.. wahahah.. ZAI!

Today is Wednesday loh... but tis week abit shiong, cause i have to do friday duty then cover a parade tis saturday sia... sianz, but lan lan must go, i cant ask my frendz do all the work while i enjoy mah... hehe... As time goes by, i realised im among the more neutral guyz in my unit le.. things r starting to go abit wrong le, my unit the guyz starting to tell me stuffs about each other le... haiz, y everytime like tat one? i tot now im 'old bird' liaoz, things would go peacefully one leh... haiz.. I guess wat they say is right, nothing is perfect in tis world... wat pleases one will always pisses another... hehe.. ^_^.. but one thing is for sure, i wont let my frendz kill each other, frendship sometimes need a maintenance officer mah.. :P. hmmmm, nxt week is 29th le sia, peifen's bday liaoz, i dun know wat to buy for her leh... sianz, maybe sat go shopping ba....but sat going to sing also leh.... how ah?? .....!!!! heck lah, i go sing on sat, then sunday go shop ba... lolz, i monday off mah, but monday i also wanna go out leh.... TURBO go out for 3 days sia, i tink i go pawn underwear get some xtra cash ba... V = =""V.....i tink better do some financial planning ba, im starting to get REALLI low on cash liaoz... haiz... im a 'bai jia zi' sia, turbo anyhow waste money, must do some reflection on myself liaoz... im now listening to TONG HUA by GUANG LIANG, i saw the MTV liaoz, now im tinking hor, izzit possible to do the same thing for the gal i love leh... but i dun know how to play piano leh, guitar can hor? lolz... i tink i go find the score for the song now ba, must learn tis song then can play for the gal i like mah... lolz, hopefully she uses starhub line ba, if not veri expensive hor, she will KILL me sia.. lolz... then realli 'tong' ki lan liaoz... :P

Sometimes i tink hor, life is juz a fleeting image. In the blink of an eye, im going to ORD in december liaoz... i still dun know wat to do when i come out leh... haiz... i abit sux sia. hmm, i tink im also going to either taiwan or hong kong or bangkok after i ORD sia... lolz... i MAYBE going with ah-wei, jer they all sia... lolz... go there play n have fun, relax abit mah.. wahaha.. This few days i still playing DOTA with the guyz sia.. haha, now ST also playing liaoz... so fun sia... everyone playing DOTA sia.. wahahah... I dun realli know wat to type about liao sia... today med ctr also same lor, super busy sia.... um... wat else ah.... hmm, ya i nearly lost my camp pass sia.. = ="" heng i found it in time, if not i cant even book out sia.. zzz.... ok le, i tink bitch till here ba, dun tok le... i go DOTA loh....BB :P

Tis few days nvr post because im quite pissed with blogger.. kaoz, so damn laggy.. zzz.. wanna blog also difficult.. anyway, things tat happened tis few days r not realli significant lah.. but there's still quite a few points to note though.. ^_^... lets c, i've been tinking alot tis few days... im getting fatter le... haiz, i eat too much in taiwan liaoz, now i starting to pump up to avatar size le... T_T, damn sian sia, i also dun know wat i doing sia, kaoz, then when i wanted to play guitar, i realised i've forgotten how to play le... wat is happening to me sia, im degenerating into a useless imbecile sia...zzzz... i tink im starting to give up the fight to be useful le, juz let me rot ba... hahaha... a man with dreams he cannot fulfill is a man who lives with remorse all his life... since i dun wanna live with the guilt, i'd rather be a man with no dreams ba-->( Jason's brain is going thru a down period, repairs will be done in time to come..)... Wat exactly is love? i realli dun understand... maybe mankind was not made to understand after all, attempting to grasp the true meaning of tis entity will only cast a ever-widening void in the phenomenon called life... life, o life....( im realli down...)

hmm, today im blogging again.. eheeh... lets c, yesterday nite i went to VCH for NPS's VIRTURSO concert. It was not bad lah, but actually im going for it more as a gathering then to appreciate music--> wahahah :P. Now NPS is realli big with alot of members sia, not like during my time, kaoz, only like 30 ppl nia... = ="" Bo hua one leh, ppl go VCH(Victoria Concert Hall) perform, i go LT26 perform -_- sianz.. haiz... well, i guess whenever i go back, i will surely c some ppl tat i dun realli like---> yuanliang lah, james lah etc... but got quite a few new faces le, my bro edward n my disciple jing wen also graduated liaoz, now not much frendz left inside the club sia.. haiz, i guess my time is over le ba, hehe. After the concert, i wanted to go home together with yanz, yunz n fun one, but ah-pin suddenly called me to go lao pa sa eat. i wanted to send yanz home one, but since i long time bo c ah-pin, so i go eat with him lor, long long one time mah. hehe... pin going to ORD soon le, hmm, he still same as last time lor, not much change lah. i eat wanton mee at lao pa sa, then after we ate, stupid jere call me faster go home play DOTA, wahaha, so i immediately took cab home with ah-pin... cab fare $15. i got abit the wudi feeling sia... haha. While i was playing hor, during 2 am like tat, i suddely feel veri sick sia, kaoz, i run to toilet to vomit sia, 2 times somemore. then i feel feverish too, sianz, all the wanton mee fly into toilet bowl... = ="... but heng i fit sia, turbo run to toilet bowl, if not i have to do cleaning le... HENG AH..... ^_^. Then tis morning wake up feeling better le. hmm, i tink nothing much to say le ba, but tis few days my mood is so-so onli, tonite im going to bk in le, hehe, cant wait to c my bros in camp. ALE LA BIS TA BABY! ^_-

Wah.. finally came back VERI early tis morning at bout 2am sia.. hehe... its good to be home, its going to be another essay again... hehe... lets c, hmm, taiwan was quite fun, but there's some assholes there as usual... the camp was quite laid back, but the ppl there aint ur typical friendly guyz... lets not tok bout the bad stuffs, taiwan was quite fun lah, though its a bit dangerous. the news everyday got ppl die one, the politicians tok halfway will fight one sia, gan violent, i tink one of these days they will bring parang knife to parliament = =""... My RnR was in taipei, the first nite i went to shilin night market to shop. i bought a veri nice leather bag, n eat till i wanna vomit sia... haha, but no regrets, the food there is WONDERFUL... hehe, but i gained some weight
= =, i must lose them by nxt may, i dun wanna be lennet... T_T .. second nite i went to ximen ding to shop, i didnt buy anything, cause all the stuffs there DAMN expensive one... the last day is free day, i whole day rest in hotel room, cause im broke liaoz.. haiz, but the gals there mostly presentable one, some r pretty, the rest r cute, onli 5% is dinosaur... hehe, some gals there r realli realli pretty sia, but none is as pretty as the one in my heart lah.. hahaha, u should know who she is rite? ^_^ Then when i was on the plane coming back, there's tis VERI VERI pretty air-stewardess tat chatted with me sia, i tot i dreaming, but SHE chatted me up sia cause she was sitting infront of me = =""... she's realli friendly n we toked bout everything sia.. hehe, she told me bout where she live in taiwan, n say she liked singapore's hainanese chicken rice lah... bla, bla, bla... she say she wanna go sentosa play, but noone go with her = ="". But we were juz chatting mah, i didnt take her phone number, simply because i dun realli wanted to, she's pretty, so? Looks doesnt mean anything lor, i've learnt my lesson liaoz... Once i reach home, i play DOTA liaoz, cause i realli missed dota sia... hehe... Then tis evening, i went to meet yanz cause she's going for interview. Rarely c yanz wear formal one, she today look so pretty in formal wear sia.. hahah.. :P after tat, we went for a movie called house of fury---> the movie damn farnny sia, the ah-peh can fly vertically up one sia.. hahaha, veri lame sia, but a veri enjoyable show nonetheless, hehe... then after the movie, we toked till i forget im taking the train to boon lay.... = =" but nvm lah, anyway i wanted to send yanz home anyways, long time nvr send her home liaoz... hahaha.// Today quite happi lah, i bought an pink aquarius egg for yanz in taiwan mah, at least she likes it ba. ^_^ Conclusion: today is a good day, at least i did wat i didnt do b4 i go to taiwan, ^_^. Sat going to sotong's bday liaoz, but dun know wat to buy leh, hmm.... then sunday going for virturso concert at VCH, my scheldule so packed sia.. hahah... ^_^ wah, i need to go play DOTA le... heehee, tomolo then blog ba... NITEZ!!

2 more hrs then i have to b at airport liaoz. hee... then im flying off at 1030pm... taiwan, here i come liaoz... When i come back, i tink got alot of stuffs to do liaoz. hmm, but im still quite undecided wat to do leh, how leh? nvm, i zai one, reach there got 21 days for me to plan.. wahaha.
ok liaoz, go airport le, haiz, c u in 3 wks time ba.. ^_^

one more day then fly to taiwan liaoz, haiz, today i went back to camp early in the morning for the stupid taiwan flight briefing. Gan sianz sia, i nearly fell asleep.. haiz.. now im listening to li sheng jie's 'yuan zou gao fei', hehe, i wonder i can bring which gal go yuan zou gao fei sia...(?_?) haha. I intend to rot at home whole day one, but yunz suddenly call me out for dinner sia. I met her at city hall mrt---> (she's late) , then we went funan eat. Yunz say wanna eat vietnam food, but the restaurant close down liaoz... kaoz, she tua me sia.. duh..= =" In the end, we lanlan go down eat food court lor... The korean food there buay pai sia, quite nice, its opened by koreans too. hahaha... Then when coming home tat time hor, i was taking bus when i saw guess who? JANET again sia.. haha, dun know y leh, tis few days like turbo c her like tat sia. The world so small sia, but if i c her again tomolo hor, i tink maybe i owe her money in my last lifetime sia... wahahah... then when reach home life's quite normal lor, i play dota with the guyz for one last time before i come back 3 wks later... i will miss DOTA sia... T_T But at least now got one thing is on my schedule once im back lah, april 10th is my guitar club NP Strings annual VIRTUSO concert lah, haha, im going to c how my frendz r doing there cause im old liaoz, must go c the young ones how liaoz.. lolz...but i dun know go with who leh, haiz, ask a few people liaoz, they all say dun know---> (>_<"") Who is fr33 then ah? Hehe, maybe tis yr's concert i will try to perform ba, im tinking of fulfilling my dream from young on tat day leh. U know wat my dream is? lolz, its quite stupid lah, im tinking of playing n singing a song for the gal i like who is sitted among the audience, then i will give her flowers n tell her how much i love her loh.. wahahaha, dramatic rite? lolz, but tat's wat im willing to do for the gal i like. hehe, dun laugh leh, its realli silly lah..@_@... Haiz, but cannot like tat sia, cause its a formal concert, so maybe family concert can try tis stunt ba, in the mean time i lan lan suck thumb wait lor... wahahaha, but i believe one of these days i will fulfill tis silly dream of mine, then can bring her 'yuan zou gao fei'.....o_O

Monday liaoz, haiz, wednesday going off liaoz... today i nua at home whole day, not realli feeling well. Wanted to go out c movie today one, but i realli dun feel well sia... haiz...i tink no chance liaoz, i going taiwan liaoz sia... 3 weeks is not a long time, but neither is it short. hmm, maybe i use back same mentality ba, noone can stop time, i will finally come home one. ^_^ . I went to jp juz now go buy some daily stuffs for the trip.. haiz, im a last minute person sia.. lolz. I met tdog n jer there, jer going for haircut sia, he go the jean yip cut hair, come out machiam nvr cut like tat = =" ---> $21 somemore, kaoz, waste money. Me n tdog juz loiter around jp while waiting for tat cockster finish cut hair. coincidentally, i saw janet sia.. wahaha, yesterday juz eat long john nia, today meet again,lolz. She say she stomachache because of yesterday's long john, which in turn causes me to tink maybe tat's y im also not realli feeling well... wahahah... after tat, i go home liaoz loh, getting more n more sick liaoz. hmm...yar, nearly forget, i saw the 'evonne xu' look-alike sia! I have a VERI big crush on her sia, hahah, but she's like 25+ and i know its juz a crush lah, wahaha, i know who i REALLI like lor, dun worry. ^_^ . But her eyes realli big n bright sia, like tat stars in the skies leh.. :P... haha, ok lah, enough bout her liaoz, she's juz a crush lah.. lolz... u should know who i realli like now right? haha, not corinne liaoz. hmm, but toking bout her hor, she recently deleted her friendster acc leh, wonder wat happened to her liaoz sia, maybe she got hurt again? hahaha, but nvm lah, i so kaypoh for wat rite? hahaha....i going play DOTA now, hehe, nitez! ^_^

Woohoo, today is fun sia.. haha.. went out with wei n ying n janet go sing at kbox... lolz.. i zai one, reach there straight away turbo sing liaoz.. wahahah, almost non-stop somemore... hmm, ying n janet both pro one, they sing till the room machiam their house liaoz.. wahahah, u c liao also buay tahan, but i like it tat way sia, because i also like tat one mah.. ^_^ hahaha, i always remove shoes, cross leg, put leg around lah etc... Dun believe can ask ah-wei, lolz, i veri lap sap one. *_*. But i today sing till nearly go up lorry sia, damn shag singing alot of songs leh... hmm, i wonder which song i will sing for the gal i like when i wanna tell her how i feel sia... hmm... Ah-wei today also abit pro one, bring the purple bikini walk here walk there = ="".. i still remember yesterday i went with him go orchard far east to buy the bikini, so paisei, the shop all zharbo leh, the salesgal is chiobu somemore... we walk around far east gather courage first, then since i most garang i storm into the shop first... haha, dun need wait one, zai. All the gals inside look at us like we r aliens sia, i realli afraid later they call police catch me..T_T... the gals there quite frendly lah, still get ALL the purple bikinis show us then ask us want wat design one.. haiz, but when they ask us want pad anot, we both suddenly stunned sia---> wat is pad?? (?_?). But the bikini i choose with jack one lah, so i tink ying cfm like one because my taste so good rite? :P... Tis few days before i go taiwan actually quite happening sia, i went to double-o to club on saturday, n its quite fun lah, though i dun realli know all the gals with us except for winnie--->not pooh hor. Christine is quite cute lah, but abit too overly sweet le ba.. ahaha, she is ching-ching's dream gal somemore sia, i wonder the king-kong will win her heart anot..hahaha... anyway, double-0 the place quite cool lah, but the guyz there r realli damn despo one sia, the guyz beside our table come over try to hook up to the gals one our table sia... haiz, i was 90% to being drunk liaoz, so cant do anything sia.. heng got ah-wei, but we also lan lan, our guyz all lame onez, all i dun know one.. = ="".. Watever it is, double-o is a place full of wolves in sheep skin, none of them is as good as me.. wahahah, im the purest guy ever to step thru there---> (Tok cock one lah,hahaha :P) On the whole tis week quite fun lah, but its quite taxing on the wallet lah.... k liaoz, i bitch so long liaoz, machiam composition sia.. hahaha... hopefully tomolo will go out c movie with yanz.. hehe, pray hard loh...^_^

Today is a veri busy day, my med ctr got into trouble over some store issues n we have to salvage the situation which means i work all the way up till 7pm... = =" shag sia. Haiz, now my room is in a mess liaoz, yesterday i was punching round my sandbag for fun, when the whole thing juz flew off from the ceiling = ="" i got so powerful meh? y everytime the thing will fly off one? kaoz, me damn suay sia... now i can onli fix the stupid thing back when i return from taiwan.. tis is realli sickening leh. -_- maybe i go buy another sandbag tat STANDS on the floor one, so wont fly. ^_^. My face already started peeling liaoz, hopefully will faster finish 'transformation' because tomolo im going to double O to celebrate a frend's frend birthday... wahahah.. tomolo is havoc day! Tis is my last time going clubbing before going to taiwan sia, so must enjoy myself fully. woohoo... The best thing is, when im clubbing, i can temporarily forget all troubles n drink to my heart's content...hehe..hmm, tomolo dun know wat time met ah-wei leh, i go call him ask... nitez... ^_^

Dun know y leh, i now have a feeling of sianness.. haiz... im going to taiwan soon, though i wanna go there play hor, i dun realli like the tot of leaving singapore for 3 weeks sia... hmm... one more thing sia, i ganna XTREME sunburn liaoz... my face n neck all ganna sia, now all red n sore..T_T... i was covering the hendon camp thingy mah, then i 'accidentally' fell asleep.... the sun slowly shifted position n when i wake up, im fried...T_T... Y like tat one? how i ask her out like tat... wah lan a, i red like lobster sia, go out with her sure tio kio one. = ="" Haiz, maybe god like to play tricks on me ba, before i go taiwan i wanted to ask her wat i asked before, but now become lobster liaoz, ask lan ah? Maybe like tat better ba, if not i ask liaoz she dun tok to me then i suck thumb sia... there's alot of things i wanna say to her, but i realli dun have any chance to tell her, my house also no phone somemore, whole family survive on handphone... haiz... yyyyyyyyy? If SMS her also not sincere, call her also cannot, meet her also cant... wah lau a.... tis is wat they call lan lan suck thumb ah...
jin g y, now my face starting to peel liaoz, the burnt skin all starting to come down liaoz... i look like monster now T_T... Not 'SWUAI' anymore... *SOB*... But the good thing is the skin not so painful liaoz, last 2 days so painful sia, the skin veri hot n red, now better liaoz. Hopefully when i go taiwan hor, the face recover liaoz... hehe, but now got one thing suddenly pop up liao, after the skin peel, ONLI my face n neck will be tanned, the rest of my body is still not so tan... i tink i go bang wall ba, end life now better then go out let people beat to death...T_T

Juz went to watch HITCH. Hmm, its a nice show lah, i quite enjoy the movie.. lol, its quite farnny too... but tomolo sianz, must go for cover at hendon camp liaoz, cant go hm tomolo = =".. Tuesday is jojo's birthday ktv session, so i lan lan must go--->i cant go home on tuesday too!!! Aiyoh, gan pua sian leh, 2 days cant be home like i am now.. haiz... sianz, y life like tat one? The days r counting down liaoz, 10 days then i will b on the plane liaoz... im quite happi to take a break from the things in singapore but there's still a thing bugging my heart... u know who im toking bout lah---> not corinne = =""... Hopefully when i ask her out for one last time she will agree to go out with me ba... wahahaha.... (die die must try lor..) ok liaoz, dun bitch liaoz, gonna book in liaoz.. NITEZ