Todae monday sia, i off todae... lolz, whole day stay at home rot... wudi.. ^_^ .. hmm, todae is a farnny day sia.. usaully my frendz all would be playing DOTA with me one, but todae hor, got one of them PMS n pissed them all off...lolz, then all no mood play liaoz.. heng i fit, nvr play with them.. lolz.. im feeling abit sian sia, whole weekend n off day camp at home... zzz, i wanna go sing leh, but ah-wei now standby in camp liaoz, bo lang go sing with me..zzz... oh ya, by the way, im looking for my sassy gal's 'i believe' guitar score leh, anybody have pls tell me hor, i wanna go photocopy.. :P tomolo go back camp liaoz, sianz, gonna work again = =""... but good thing is, i suddenly have macdonald's big breakfast craving sia... lolz, tomolo maybe go buy one set go back camp eat as breakfast.. wahahah.. ZAI!

Today is Wednesday loh... but tis week abit shiong, cause i have to do friday duty then cover a parade tis saturday sia... sianz, but lan lan must go, i cant ask my frendz do all the work while i enjoy mah... hehe... As time goes by, i realised im among the more neutral guyz in my unit le.. things r starting to go abit wrong le, my unit the guyz starting to tell me stuffs about each other le... haiz, y everytime like tat one? i tot now im 'old bird' liaoz, things would go peacefully one leh... haiz.. I guess wat they say is right, nothing is perfect in tis world... wat pleases one will always pisses another... hehe.. ^_^.. but one thing is for sure, i wont let my frendz kill each other, frendship sometimes need a maintenance officer mah.. :P. hmmmm, nxt week is 29th le sia, peifen's bday liaoz, i dun know wat to buy for her leh... sianz, maybe sat go shopping ba....but sat going to sing also leh.... how ah?? .....!!!! heck lah, i go sing on sat, then sunday go shop ba... lolz, i monday off mah, but monday i also wanna go out leh.... TURBO go out for 3 days sia, i tink i go pawn underwear get some xtra cash ba... V = =""V.....i tink better do some financial planning ba, im starting to get REALLI low on cash liaoz... haiz... im a 'bai jia zi' sia, turbo anyhow waste money, must do some reflection on myself liaoz... im now listening to TONG HUA by GUANG LIANG, i saw the MTV liaoz, now im tinking hor, izzit possible to do the same thing for the gal i love leh... but i dun know how to play piano leh, guitar can hor? lolz... i tink i go find the score for the song now ba, must learn tis song then can play for the gal i like mah... lolz, hopefully she uses starhub line ba, if not veri expensive hor, she will KILL me sia.. lolz... then realli 'tong' ki lan liaoz... :P

Sometimes i tink hor, life is juz a fleeting image. In the blink of an eye, im going to ORD in december liaoz... i still dun know wat to do when i come out leh... haiz... i abit sux sia. hmm, i tink im also going to either taiwan or hong kong or bangkok after i ORD sia... lolz... i MAYBE going with ah-wei, jer they all sia... lolz... go there play n have fun, relax abit mah.. wahaha.. This few days i still playing DOTA with the guyz sia.. haha, now ST also playing liaoz... so fun sia... everyone playing DOTA sia.. wahahah... I dun realli know wat to type about liao sia... today med ctr also same lor, super busy sia.... um... wat else ah.... hmm, ya i nearly lost my camp pass sia.. = ="" heng i found it in time, if not i cant even book out sia.. zzz.... ok le, i tink bitch till here ba, dun tok le... i go DOTA loh....BB :P

Tis few days nvr post because im quite pissed with blogger.. kaoz, so damn laggy.. zzz.. wanna blog also difficult.. anyway, things tat happened tis few days r not realli significant lah.. but there's still quite a few points to note though.. ^_^... lets c, i've been tinking alot tis few days... im getting fatter le... haiz, i eat too much in taiwan liaoz, now i starting to pump up to avatar size le... T_T, damn sian sia, i also dun know wat i doing sia, kaoz, then when i wanted to play guitar, i realised i've forgotten how to play le... wat is happening to me sia, im degenerating into a useless imbecile sia...zzzz... i tink im starting to give up the fight to be useful le, juz let me rot ba... hahaha... a man with dreams he cannot fulfill is a man who lives with remorse all his life... since i dun wanna live with the guilt, i'd rather be a man with no dreams ba-->( Jason's brain is going thru a down period, repairs will be done in time to come..)... Wat exactly is love? i realli dun understand... maybe mankind was not made to understand after all, attempting to grasp the true meaning of tis entity will only cast a ever-widening void in the phenomenon called life... life, o life....( im realli down...)

hmm, today im blogging again.. eheeh... lets c, yesterday nite i went to VCH for NPS's VIRTURSO concert. It was not bad lah, but actually im going for it more as a gathering then to appreciate music--> wahahah :P. Now NPS is realli big with alot of members sia, not like during my time, kaoz, only like 30 ppl nia... = ="" Bo hua one leh, ppl go VCH(Victoria Concert Hall) perform, i go LT26 perform -_- sianz.. haiz... well, i guess whenever i go back, i will surely c some ppl tat i dun realli like---> yuanliang lah, james lah etc... but got quite a few new faces le, my bro edward n my disciple jing wen also graduated liaoz, now not much frendz left inside the club sia.. haiz, i guess my time is over le ba, hehe. After the concert, i wanted to go home together with yanz, yunz n fun one, but ah-pin suddenly called me to go lao pa sa eat. i wanted to send yanz home one, but since i long time bo c ah-pin, so i go eat with him lor, long long one time mah. hehe... pin going to ORD soon le, hmm, he still same as last time lor, not much change lah. i eat wanton mee at lao pa sa, then after we ate, stupid jere call me faster go home play DOTA, wahaha, so i immediately took cab home with ah-pin... cab fare $15. i got abit the wudi feeling sia... haha. While i was playing hor, during 2 am like tat, i suddely feel veri sick sia, kaoz, i run to toilet to vomit sia, 2 times somemore. then i feel feverish too, sianz, all the wanton mee fly into toilet bowl... = ="... but heng i fit sia, turbo run to toilet bowl, if not i have to do cleaning le... HENG AH..... ^_^. Then tis morning wake up feeling better le. hmm, i tink nothing much to say le ba, but tis few days my mood is so-so onli, tonite im going to bk in le, hehe, cant wait to c my bros in camp. ALE LA BIS TA BABY! ^_-

Wah.. finally came back VERI early tis morning at bout 2am sia.. hehe... its good to be home, its going to be another essay again... hehe... lets c, hmm, taiwan was quite fun, but there's some assholes there as usual... the camp was quite laid back, but the ppl there aint ur typical friendly guyz... lets not tok bout the bad stuffs, taiwan was quite fun lah, though its a bit dangerous. the news everyday got ppl die one, the politicians tok halfway will fight one sia, gan violent, i tink one of these days they will bring parang knife to parliament = =""... My RnR was in taipei, the first nite i went to shilin night market to shop. i bought a veri nice leather bag, n eat till i wanna vomit sia... haha, but no regrets, the food there is WONDERFUL... hehe, but i gained some weight
= =, i must lose them by nxt may, i dun wanna be lennet... T_T .. second nite i went to ximen ding to shop, i didnt buy anything, cause all the stuffs there DAMN expensive one... the last day is free day, i whole day rest in hotel room, cause im broke liaoz.. haiz, but the gals there mostly presentable one, some r pretty, the rest r cute, onli 5% is dinosaur... hehe, some gals there r realli realli pretty sia, but none is as pretty as the one in my heart lah.. hahaha, u should know who she is rite? ^_^ Then when i was on the plane coming back, there's tis VERI VERI pretty air-stewardess tat chatted with me sia, i tot i dreaming, but SHE chatted me up sia cause she was sitting infront of me = =""... she's realli friendly n we toked bout everything sia.. hehe, she told me bout where she live in taiwan, n say she liked singapore's hainanese chicken rice lah... bla, bla, bla... she say she wanna go sentosa play, but noone go with her = ="". But we were juz chatting mah, i didnt take her phone number, simply because i dun realli wanted to, she's pretty, so? Looks doesnt mean anything lor, i've learnt my lesson liaoz... Once i reach home, i play DOTA liaoz, cause i realli missed dota sia... hehe... Then tis evening, i went to meet yanz cause she's going for interview. Rarely c yanz wear formal one, she today look so pretty in formal wear sia.. hahah.. :P after tat, we went for a movie called house of fury---> the movie damn farnny sia, the ah-peh can fly vertically up one sia.. hahaha, veri lame sia, but a veri enjoyable show nonetheless, hehe... then after the movie, we toked till i forget im taking the train to boon lay.... = =" but nvm lah, anyway i wanted to send yanz home anyways, long time nvr send her home liaoz... hahaha.// Today quite happi lah, i bought an pink aquarius egg for yanz in taiwan mah, at least she likes it ba. ^_^ Conclusion: today is a good day, at least i did wat i didnt do b4 i go to taiwan, ^_^. Sat going to sotong's bday liaoz, but dun know wat to buy leh, hmm.... then sunday going for virturso concert at VCH, my scheldule so packed sia.. hahah... ^_^ wah, i need to go play DOTA le... heehee, tomolo then blog ba... NITEZ!!

2 more hrs then i have to b at airport liaoz. hee... then im flying off at 1030pm... taiwan, here i come liaoz... When i come back, i tink got alot of stuffs to do liaoz. hmm, but im still quite undecided wat to do leh, how leh? nvm, i zai one, reach there got 21 days for me to plan.. wahaha.
ok liaoz, go airport le, haiz, c u in 3 wks time ba.. ^_^

one more day then fly to taiwan liaoz, haiz, today i went back to camp early in the morning for the stupid taiwan flight briefing. Gan sianz sia, i nearly fell asleep.. haiz.. now im listening to li sheng jie's 'yuan zou gao fei', hehe, i wonder i can bring which gal go yuan zou gao fei sia...(?_?) haha. I intend to rot at home whole day one, but yunz suddenly call me out for dinner sia. I met her at city hall mrt---> (she's late) , then we went funan eat. Yunz say wanna eat vietnam food, but the restaurant close down liaoz... kaoz, she tua me sia.. duh..= =" In the end, we lanlan go down eat food court lor... The korean food there buay pai sia, quite nice, its opened by koreans too. hahaha... Then when coming home tat time hor, i was taking bus when i saw guess who? JANET again sia.. haha, dun know y leh, tis few days like turbo c her like tat sia. The world so small sia, but if i c her again tomolo hor, i tink maybe i owe her money in my last lifetime sia... wahahah... then when reach home life's quite normal lor, i play dota with the guyz for one last time before i come back 3 wks later... i will miss DOTA sia... T_T But at least now got one thing is on my schedule once im back lah, april 10th is my guitar club NP Strings annual VIRTUSO concert lah, haha, im going to c how my frendz r doing there cause im old liaoz, must go c the young ones how liaoz.. lolz...but i dun know go with who leh, haiz, ask a few people liaoz, they all say dun know---> (>_<"") Who is fr33 then ah? Hehe, maybe tis yr's concert i will try to perform ba, im tinking of fulfilling my dream from young on tat day leh. U know wat my dream is? lolz, its quite stupid lah, im tinking of playing n singing a song for the gal i like who is sitted among the audience, then i will give her flowers n tell her how much i love her loh.. wahahaha, dramatic rite? lolz, but tat's wat im willing to do for the gal i like. hehe, dun laugh leh, its realli silly lah..@_@... Haiz, but cannot like tat sia, cause its a formal concert, so maybe family concert can try tis stunt ba, in the mean time i lan lan suck thumb wait lor... wahahaha, but i believe one of these days i will fulfill tis silly dream of mine, then can bring her 'yuan zou gao fei'.....o_O

Monday liaoz, haiz, wednesday going off liaoz... today i nua at home whole day, not realli feeling well. Wanted to go out c movie today one, but i realli dun feel well sia... haiz...i tink no chance liaoz, i going taiwan liaoz sia... 3 weeks is not a long time, but neither is it short. hmm, maybe i use back same mentality ba, noone can stop time, i will finally come home one. ^_^ . I went to jp juz now go buy some daily stuffs for the trip.. haiz, im a last minute person sia.. lolz. I met tdog n jer there, jer going for haircut sia, he go the jean yip cut hair, come out machiam nvr cut like tat = =" ---> $21 somemore, kaoz, waste money. Me n tdog juz loiter around jp while waiting for tat cockster finish cut hair. coincidentally, i saw janet sia.. wahaha, yesterday juz eat long john nia, today meet again,lolz. She say she stomachache because of yesterday's long john, which in turn causes me to tink maybe tat's y im also not realli feeling well... wahahah... after tat, i go home liaoz loh, getting more n more sick liaoz. hmm...yar, nearly forget, i saw the 'evonne xu' look-alike sia! I have a VERI big crush on her sia, hahah, but she's like 25+ and i know its juz a crush lah, wahaha, i know who i REALLI like lor, dun worry. ^_^ . But her eyes realli big n bright sia, like tat stars in the skies leh.. :P... haha, ok lah, enough bout her liaoz, she's juz a crush lah.. lolz... u should know who i realli like now right? haha, not corinne liaoz. hmm, but toking bout her hor, she recently deleted her friendster acc leh, wonder wat happened to her liaoz sia, maybe she got hurt again? hahaha, but nvm lah, i so kaypoh for wat rite? hahaha....i going play DOTA now, hehe, nitez! ^_^

Woohoo, today is fun sia.. haha.. went out with wei n ying n janet go sing at kbox... lolz.. i zai one, reach there straight away turbo sing liaoz.. wahahah, almost non-stop somemore... hmm, ying n janet both pro one, they sing till the room machiam their house liaoz.. wahahah, u c liao also buay tahan, but i like it tat way sia, because i also like tat one mah.. ^_^ hahaha, i always remove shoes, cross leg, put leg around lah etc... Dun believe can ask ah-wei, lolz, i veri lap sap one. *_*. But i today sing till nearly go up lorry sia, damn shag singing alot of songs leh... hmm, i wonder which song i will sing for the gal i like when i wanna tell her how i feel sia... hmm... Ah-wei today also abit pro one, bring the purple bikini walk here walk there = ="".. i still remember yesterday i went with him go orchard far east to buy the bikini, so paisei, the shop all zharbo leh, the salesgal is chiobu somemore... we walk around far east gather courage first, then since i most garang i storm into the shop first... haha, dun need wait one, zai. All the gals inside look at us like we r aliens sia, i realli afraid later they call police catch me..T_T... the gals there quite frendly lah, still get ALL the purple bikinis show us then ask us want wat design one.. haiz, but when they ask us want pad anot, we both suddenly stunned sia---> wat is pad?? (?_?). But the bikini i choose with jack one lah, so i tink ying cfm like one because my taste so good rite? :P... Tis few days before i go taiwan actually quite happening sia, i went to double-o to club on saturday, n its quite fun lah, though i dun realli know all the gals with us except for winnie--->not pooh hor. Christine is quite cute lah, but abit too overly sweet le ba.. ahaha, she is ching-ching's dream gal somemore sia, i wonder the king-kong will win her heart anot..hahaha... anyway, double-0 the place quite cool lah, but the guyz there r realli damn despo one sia, the guyz beside our table come over try to hook up to the gals one our table sia... haiz, i was 90% to being drunk liaoz, so cant do anything sia.. heng got ah-wei, but we also lan lan, our guyz all lame onez, all i dun know one.. = ="".. Watever it is, double-o is a place full of wolves in sheep skin, none of them is as good as me.. wahahah, im the purest guy ever to step thru there---> (Tok cock one lah,hahaha :P) On the whole tis week quite fun lah, but its quite taxing on the wallet lah.... k liaoz, i bitch so long liaoz, machiam composition sia.. hahaha... hopefully tomolo will go out c movie with yanz.. hehe, pray hard loh...^_^

Today is a veri busy day, my med ctr got into trouble over some store issues n we have to salvage the situation which means i work all the way up till 7pm... = =" shag sia. Haiz, now my room is in a mess liaoz, yesterday i was punching round my sandbag for fun, when the whole thing juz flew off from the ceiling = ="" i got so powerful meh? y everytime the thing will fly off one? kaoz, me damn suay sia... now i can onli fix the stupid thing back when i return from taiwan.. tis is realli sickening leh. -_- maybe i go buy another sandbag tat STANDS on the floor one, so wont fly. ^_^. My face already started peeling liaoz, hopefully will faster finish 'transformation' because tomolo im going to double O to celebrate a frend's frend birthday... wahahah.. tomolo is havoc day! Tis is my last time going clubbing before going to taiwan sia, so must enjoy myself fully. woohoo... The best thing is, when im clubbing, i can temporarily forget all troubles n drink to my heart's content...hehe..hmm, tomolo dun know wat time met ah-wei leh, i go call him ask... nitez... ^_^

Dun know y leh, i now have a feeling of sianness.. haiz... im going to taiwan soon, though i wanna go there play hor, i dun realli like the tot of leaving singapore for 3 weeks sia... hmm... one more thing sia, i ganna XTREME sunburn liaoz... my face n neck all ganna sia, now all red n sore..T_T... i was covering the hendon camp thingy mah, then i 'accidentally' fell asleep.... the sun slowly shifted position n when i wake up, im fried...T_T... Y like tat one? how i ask her out like tat... wah lan a, i red like lobster sia, go out with her sure tio kio one. = ="" Haiz, maybe god like to play tricks on me ba, before i go taiwan i wanted to ask her wat i asked before, but now become lobster liaoz, ask lan ah? Maybe like tat better ba, if not i ask liaoz she dun tok to me then i suck thumb sia... there's alot of things i wanna say to her, but i realli dun have any chance to tell her, my house also no phone somemore, whole family survive on handphone... haiz... yyyyyyyyy? If SMS her also not sincere, call her also cannot, meet her also cant... wah lau a.... tis is wat they call lan lan suck thumb ah...
jin g y, now my face starting to peel liaoz, the burnt skin all starting to come down liaoz... i look like monster now T_T... Not 'SWUAI' anymore... *SOB*... But the good thing is the skin not so painful liaoz, last 2 days so painful sia, the skin veri hot n red, now better liaoz. Hopefully when i go taiwan hor, the face recover liaoz... hehe, but now got one thing suddenly pop up liao, after the skin peel, ONLI my face n neck will be tanned, the rest of my body is still not so tan... i tink i go bang wall ba, end life now better then go out let people beat to death...T_T

Juz went to watch HITCH. Hmm, its a nice show lah, i quite enjoy the movie.. lol, its quite farnny too... but tomolo sianz, must go for cover at hendon camp liaoz, cant go hm tomolo = =".. Tuesday is jojo's birthday ktv session, so i lan lan must go--->i cant go home on tuesday too!!! Aiyoh, gan pua sian leh, 2 days cant be home like i am now.. haiz... sianz, y life like tat one? The days r counting down liaoz, 10 days then i will b on the plane liaoz... im quite happi to take a break from the things in singapore but there's still a thing bugging my heart... u know who im toking bout lah---> not corinne = =""... Hopefully when i ask her out for one last time she will agree to go out with me ba... wahahaha.... (die die must try lor..) ok liaoz, dun bitch liaoz, gonna book in liaoz.. NITEZ

Yesterday was a veri veri tiring day....the day b4 i did duty, then yesterday book out from camp then have to rush hm to change cause im meeting yunz n yanz they all for dinner... heng im a nice guy sia, a clerk frend of mine offered to send me home sia, if take bus i surely late one. :o but i reached there early sia.. -_-"".. yanz say she b there at 6pm, but reach onli at 7+++.... i 'patrol' around the career fair at suntec sia, i tink maybe i can go there be security guard liaoz... woohoo.. anyway, when we meet up, i ganna scolding by jie-en for nothing.. T_T sianz one, once meet straight away tio scolding, y my life so cham one? haiz... but yesterday still quite ok lah, at least got yunz n yanz there lor, they nvr realli bully me lah..(but still got bully me..) We had pizza at pizza hut, but i still not full sia, but i dun dare say, if not later tio scolding again.. haiz... then when going home hor, heng jie-en n yuyun go take bus home ah.. wahahah, left me, isabella n yanz take mrt.. ^_^. finally can get some peace sia...:P then reach home at around 11pm ba, lolz, though i shag like dog liaoz, i still play DOTA till 4am sia... WUDI!. Heng i fit sia, if not i alreadi permanent resident at woodbridge liaoz. hehe... Then today i whole day camp at home play game... wahahah... my lifestyle is realli realli unhealthy sia.. hehe, but im still proud of it cause ITS MY LIFE! #_#

Today going to do duty again. haiz... abit sian sia, turbo do duty tis week... hmm... now veri early here sia, onli 6.15am nia. Dun realli know wat to write about leh, lets c....sat i going singing with jer they all, hahaha, long time nvr sing liaoz, wonder if i can still sing as well? Im leaving for taiwan on 16th of march, will onli be back by 7th april. At least i get 3 wks off from the normal routine n i realli hope tis trip will reenergised by long burnt out batteries. hehe. Things r looking quite bleak in the BGR department, lolz, nothing new tis few day, i've given up yet again. = =V. But not my fault my, she dun wanna go out with me lah. tiu....ok lah... gtg liaoz, now going to book in liaoz. ^_^

My frendz n i r getting better at DOTA liaoz.. wahahah, we play nearly everynite since i can stay out now. WAHAHAH.. WUDI! The dark circles r getting darker liaoz, im beginning to look like a panda liaoz... haiz... suck thumb ba, wanna play game then must endure all tis...-_-"" Yesterday morning hor, i saw a single pimple starting to form on my face leh... kaoz.. at the middle of the nose somemore.. pui... but i wudi one, i turbo wash face n care for the stupid spot, now going down liaoz, wahahah... me pro at killing pimples liaoz. ZAI...
hmm, wat else to say leh... ya ya, i nearly forgot, now im realli into 2 song s sia, veri nice songs n realli says wat i feel now.^_^. first is Ai Cheng's 'Ai Shi Ru Ci Bu Rong Yi' , second is Liu Zhong Yi's 'Shi Lian Biao Chian'..
Both r realli nice songs, n they realli have meaning sia... ^_^ I also bought a pair of new handwraps! very nice one leh, red adidas wraps! WUDI, now i can box fashionably liaoz! heehee... but im not throwing away my old pair, got feelings one leh... i will still use the old one, rotate schedule lor! heh heh, im so smart rite? I was tinking about the yellow n blue ones though... lolz.. to those who knows me, my mentality is the same with gals, when i have tis, i tink of tat, maybe u call tat flirt or tat im a insecure guy lah, but have u ever tot wat if one of them realli had been with me? noones knows wat i am when u havent even try me. ^_^. Im honest n i know im such a guy, so i might as well tell the whole world tat lor. Im born tis way, i cant change it myself, so maybe SOMEONE will change it for me..*_*

Neh neh.. i juz got trashed in DOTA... pui... they lame one... use lame heroes... -_- __ Damn shag sia... yesterday nite onli slept for 4 hrs... yesterday i duty mah... so i nvr come home... i send a patient to NUH from 6pm to 3am leh... jin g y... duty sux... i nearly up-lorry sia... tiu... >_<"" Im kinda delirious now lah, so wat im typing might not make much sense... i dragged myself up to finish tis entry so tat ppl like U knows wat's happening in my life.. hehe.. If u're not interested then u wouldnt be reading tis, would u?? ^_^ now now, lets recount wat happened today... morning i got up n collect breakfast at 7 am, then i 'nua' around the med ctr up till lunch time, when i went to throw rubbish, then at 1230pm, i hide in the lecture room n zzz...BUAY TAHAN LIAOZ!!! i need to go for OPERATION BOMB IRAQ liaoz... the goods already at custom checkpoint liaoz... i now need to go 'unload' liaoz... BYeZZZZZ

Im VERI tired today... zzz.... yesterday i went for range, we end only at 10pm sia... when i reach camp, i have a choice to either book out n take cab home, or stay in camp n book out the nxt morning.... i took option 2. i slept in med ctr till like 745am tis morning, when i was on the bus home im feeling realli shag like dog alreadi. haiz...but the good thing is i monday off sia, bad news is noone is going out with me...-_-"" sianz.. ah-wei n richard book in liaoz, all the other guyz either school or in camp. I tink monday suck thumb camp at home better ba. Hot sia, nowadays the weather damn hot, my aircon spoil somemore... jin g y.... lousy aircon, got money i sure buy new air con .... >_<" tiu, now my life is like waiting for something to happen sia, dun know wat big thing will come into my life leh.... Maybe tomolo i go orchard walk walk alone ba, most probably will pick up $5000... wahahaha

Jin G Y.. haha... the phrase is so catchy sia.. wahaha.. its a phrase from the CD-Pro2 Spoof... wahahaha... Tis Week is damn busy sia... im having range tis week so everything is so hectic man... i have to work at med ctr N go for range refresher at the same time...god, im realli damn shag tis week sia...Yanz msg me tis noon to join them for chingay on sat...i wanna go leh, but i have range -_-" jin g y... kaoz... n im the onli cock whose going to shoot on sat, the rest of the guyz r shooting on friday... damn... haiz... sianz, anyway, since im going for it, i might as well get a marksman ba, i know i can do it one... One thing is for sure now, im going to burn my sat till midnite... haiz... sian ah... im going taiwan liaoz, but i still have some unfinished business here sia... Tis few weeks i've been learning some new songs liaoz, woohoo, i juz learned lin junjie's 'hai pa' wahahah... wudi! I LONG time nvr go ktv sing liaoz... sianz, the last time i went was like 2 weeks ago sia... im getting a bit rusty liaoz... jin g y... now already so late liaoz sia... i tomolo need to book in in the morning leh, i secretly stay out one..haha.. if get caught maybe will go jail, but who cares? A man must have a limitless heart so as to contain all the troubles n problems tat is thrown at him... hehe... 男人的心胸，应该容得下天下。。。

Gong xi fa cai! Tomolo chinese new yr liaoz, happi sia, going to b rich liaoz...wOOtz....hehe, song sia. Nowadays i always play DOTA at nite with a few 'zhu peng gou you'... haha.. hmm, time flies veri fast sia, i also dun know wat to do liaoz, i dun wanna rot here till i die leh... T_T... Yesterday i spoke to yuyun online regarding some things, n i guess she do have some point there, i realli didnt do much for 'her'.. how i expect ppl to accept me easily? So in the end i still suck thumb blame myself lor... haiz ,dun tok bout tat liaoz, today is suppose to b CNY eve, so i should b happi lor. Wat past is past, i cant realli change the facts mah, so i have to get on with life lor...(dun know whether got hope anot ah...) I tink mostly no hope one lah...hehe.. ^_^... Life is quite relaxing now sia, i tis week whole week off leh, i realli wanna go singing lor, but noone wants to go with me..(i tink..) i maybe wanna go orchard shoppping also.. hmm... i tink tis week my wallet will b veri light sia... i wanna buy alot of stuffs lor, things like Ipod mini, Levi's jeans, Digital camera...etc... kaoz, even if i got $5000 also dun know enough anot ah... too many things to buy liaoz, but too little cash... CAI SHEN YE, pls bless me with ALOT of money tis yr hor.. hehe...i not greedy one, juz 5 million dollars enough liaoz. :P