2 more hrs then i have to b at airport liaoz. hee... then im flying off at 1030pm... taiwan, here i come liaoz... When i come back, i tink got alot of stuffs to do liaoz. hmm, but im still quite undecided wat to do leh, how leh? nvm, i zai one, reach there got 21 days for me to plan.. wahaha.
ok liaoz, go airport le, haiz, c u in 3 wks time ba.. ^_^

one more day then fly to taiwan liaoz, haiz, today i went back to camp early in the morning for the stupid taiwan flight briefing. Gan sianz sia, i nearly fell asleep.. haiz.. now im listening to li sheng jie's 'yuan zou gao fei', hehe, i wonder i can bring which gal go yuan zou gao fei sia...(?_?) haha. I intend to rot at home whole day one, but yunz suddenly call me out for dinner sia. I met her at city hall mrt---> (she's late) , then we went funan eat. Yunz say wanna eat vietnam food, but the restaurant close down liaoz... kaoz, she tua me sia.. duh..= =" In the end, we lanlan go down eat food court lor... The korean food there buay pai sia, quite nice, its opened by koreans too. hahaha... Then when coming home tat time hor, i was taking bus when i saw guess who? JANET again sia.. haha, dun know y leh, tis few days like turbo c her like tat sia. The world so small sia, but if i c her again tomolo hor, i tink maybe i owe her money in my last lifetime sia... wahahah... then when reach home life's quite normal lor, i play dota with the guyz for one last time before i come back 3 wks later... i will miss DOTA sia... T_T But at least now got one thing is on my schedule once im back lah, april 10th is my guitar club NP Strings annual VIRTUSO concert lah, haha, im going to c how my frendz r doing there cause im old liaoz, must go c the young ones how liaoz.. lolz...but i dun know go with who leh, haiz, ask a few people liaoz, they all say dun know---> (>_<"") Who is fr33 then ah? Hehe, maybe tis yr's concert i will try to perform ba, im tinking of fulfilling my dream from young on tat day leh. U know wat my dream is? lolz, its quite stupid lah, im tinking of playing n singing a song for the gal i like who is sitted among the audience, then i will give her flowers n tell her how much i love her loh.. wahahaha, dramatic rite? lolz, but tat's wat im willing to do for the gal i like. hehe, dun laugh leh, its realli silly lah..@_@... Haiz, but cannot like tat sia, cause its a formal concert, so maybe family concert can try tis stunt ba, in the mean time i lan lan suck thumb wait lor... wahahaha, but i believe one of these days i will fulfill tis silly dream of mine, then can bring her 'yuan zou gao fei'.....o_O

Monday liaoz, haiz, wednesday going off liaoz... today i nua at home whole day, not realli feeling well. Wanted to go out c movie today one, but i realli dun feel well sia... haiz...i tink no chance liaoz, i going taiwan liaoz sia... 3 weeks is not a long time, but neither is it short. hmm, maybe i use back same mentality ba, noone can stop time, i will finally come home one. ^_^ . I went to jp juz now go buy some daily stuffs for the trip.. haiz, im a last minute person sia.. lolz. I met tdog n jer there, jer going for haircut sia, he go the jean yip cut hair, come out machiam nvr cut like tat = =" ---> $21 somemore, kaoz, waste money. Me n tdog juz loiter around jp while waiting for tat cockster finish cut hair. coincidentally, i saw janet sia.. wahaha, yesterday juz eat long john nia, today meet again,lolz. She say she stomachache because of yesterday's long john, which in turn causes me to tink maybe tat's y im also not realli feeling well... wahahah... after tat, i go home liaoz loh, getting more n more sick liaoz. hmm...yar, nearly forget, i saw the 'evonne xu' look-alike sia! I have a VERI big crush on her sia, hahah, but she's like 25+ and i know its juz a crush lah, wahaha, i know who i REALLI like lor, dun worry. ^_^ . But her eyes realli big n bright sia, like tat stars in the skies leh.. :P... haha, ok lah, enough bout her liaoz, she's juz a crush lah.. lolz... u should know who i realli like now right? haha, not corinne liaoz. hmm, but toking bout her hor, she recently deleted her friendster acc leh, wonder wat happened to her liaoz sia, maybe she got hurt again? hahaha, but nvm lah, i so kaypoh for wat rite? hahaha....i going play DOTA now, hehe, nitez! ^_^

Woohoo, today is fun sia.. haha.. went out with wei n ying n janet go sing at kbox... lolz.. i zai one, reach there straight away turbo sing liaoz.. wahahah, almost non-stop somemore... hmm, ying n janet both pro one, they sing till the room machiam their house liaoz.. wahahah, u c liao also buay tahan, but i like it tat way sia, because i also like tat one mah.. ^_^ hahaha, i always remove shoes, cross leg, put leg around lah etc... Dun believe can ask ah-wei, lolz, i veri lap sap one. *_*. But i today sing till nearly go up lorry sia, damn shag singing alot of songs leh... hmm, i wonder which song i will sing for the gal i like when i wanna tell her how i feel sia... hmm... Ah-wei today also abit pro one, bring the purple bikini walk here walk there = ="".. i still remember yesterday i went with him go orchard far east to buy the bikini, so paisei, the shop all zharbo leh, the salesgal is chiobu somemore... we walk around far east gather courage first, then since i most garang i storm into the shop first... haha, dun need wait one, zai. All the gals inside look at us like we r aliens sia, i realli afraid later they call police catch me..T_T... the gals there quite frendly lah, still get ALL the purple bikinis show us then ask us want wat design one.. haiz, but when they ask us want pad anot, we both suddenly stunned sia---> wat is pad?? (?_?). But the bikini i choose with jack one lah, so i tink ying cfm like one because my taste so good rite? :P... Tis few days before i go taiwan actually quite happening sia, i went to double-o to club on saturday, n its quite fun lah, though i dun realli know all the gals with us except for winnie--->not pooh hor. Christine is quite cute lah, but abit too overly sweet le ba.. ahaha, she is ching-ching's dream gal somemore sia, i wonder the king-kong will win her heart anot..hahaha... anyway, double-0 the place quite cool lah, but the guyz there r realli damn despo one sia, the guyz beside our table come over try to hook up to the gals one our table sia... haiz, i was 90% to being drunk liaoz, so cant do anything sia.. heng got ah-wei, but we also lan lan, our guyz all lame onez, all i dun know one.. = ="".. Watever it is, double-o is a place full of wolves in sheep skin, none of them is as good as me.. wahahah, im the purest guy ever to step thru there---> (Tok cock one lah,hahaha :P) On the whole tis week quite fun lah, but its quite taxing on the wallet lah.... k liaoz, i bitch so long liaoz, machiam composition sia.. hahaha... hopefully tomolo will go out c movie with yanz.. hehe, pray hard loh...^_^

Today is a veri busy day, my med ctr got into trouble over some store issues n we have to salvage the situation which means i work all the way up till 7pm... = =" shag sia. Haiz, now my room is in a mess liaoz, yesterday i was punching round my sandbag for fun, when the whole thing juz flew off from the ceiling = ="" i got so powerful meh? y everytime the thing will fly off one? kaoz, me damn suay sia... now i can onli fix the stupid thing back when i return from taiwan.. tis is realli sickening leh. -_- maybe i go buy another sandbag tat STANDS on the floor one, so wont fly. ^_^. My face already started peeling liaoz, hopefully will faster finish 'transformation' because tomolo im going to double O to celebrate a frend's frend birthday... wahahah.. tomolo is havoc day! Tis is my last time going clubbing before going to taiwan sia, so must enjoy myself fully. woohoo... The best thing is, when im clubbing, i can temporarily forget all troubles n drink to my heart's content...hehe..hmm, tomolo dun know wat time met ah-wei leh, i go call him ask... nitez... ^_^

Dun know y leh, i now have a feeling of sianness.. haiz... im going to taiwan soon, though i wanna go there play hor, i dun realli like the tot of leaving singapore for 3 weeks sia... hmm... one more thing sia, i ganna XTREME sunburn liaoz... my face n neck all ganna sia, now all red n sore..T_T... i was covering the hendon camp thingy mah, then i 'accidentally' fell asleep.... the sun slowly shifted position n when i wake up, im fried...T_T... Y like tat one? how i ask her out like tat... wah lan a, i red like lobster sia, go out with her sure tio kio one. = ="" Haiz, maybe god like to play tricks on me ba, before i go taiwan i wanted to ask her wat i asked before, but now become lobster liaoz, ask lan ah? Maybe like tat better ba, if not i ask liaoz she dun tok to me then i suck thumb sia... there's alot of things i wanna say to her, but i realli dun have any chance to tell her, my house also no phone somemore, whole family survive on handphone... haiz... yyyyyyyyy? If SMS her also not sincere, call her also cannot, meet her also cant... wah lau a.... tis is wat they call lan lan suck thumb ah...
jin g y, now my face starting to peel liaoz, the burnt skin all starting to come down liaoz... i look like monster now T_T... Not 'SWUAI' anymore... *SOB*... But the good thing is the skin not so painful liaoz, last 2 days so painful sia, the skin veri hot n red, now better liaoz. Hopefully when i go taiwan hor, the face recover liaoz... hehe, but now got one thing suddenly pop up liao, after the skin peel, ONLI my face n neck will be tanned, the rest of my body is still not so tan... i tink i go bang wall ba, end life now better then go out let people beat to death...T_T

Juz went to watch HITCH. Hmm, its a nice show lah, i quite enjoy the movie.. lol, its quite farnny too... but tomolo sianz, must go for cover at hendon camp liaoz, cant go hm tomolo = =".. Tuesday is jojo's birthday ktv session, so i lan lan must go--->i cant go home on tuesday too!!! Aiyoh, gan pua sian leh, 2 days cant be home like i am now.. haiz... sianz, y life like tat one? The days r counting down liaoz, 10 days then i will b on the plane liaoz... im quite happi to take a break from the things in singapore but there's still a thing bugging my heart... u know who im toking bout lah---> not corinne = =""... Hopefully when i ask her out for one last time she will agree to go out with me ba... wahahaha.... (die die must try lor..) ok liaoz, dun bitch liaoz, gonna book in liaoz.. NITEZ

Yesterday was a veri veri tiring day....the day b4 i did duty, then yesterday book out from camp then have to rush hm to change cause im meeting yunz n yanz they all for dinner... heng im a nice guy sia, a clerk frend of mine offered to send me home sia, if take bus i surely late one. :o but i reached there early sia.. -_-"".. yanz say she b there at 6pm, but reach onli at 7+++.... i 'patrol' around the career fair at suntec sia, i tink maybe i can go there be security guard liaoz... woohoo.. anyway, when we meet up, i ganna scolding by jie-en for nothing.. T_T sianz one, once meet straight away tio scolding, y my life so cham one? haiz... but yesterday still quite ok lah, at least got yunz n yanz there lor, they nvr realli bully me lah..(but still got bully me..) We had pizza at pizza hut, but i still not full sia, but i dun dare say, if not later tio scolding again.. haiz... then when going home hor, heng jie-en n yuyun go take bus home ah.. wahahah, left me, isabella n yanz take mrt.. ^_^. finally can get some peace sia...:P then reach home at around 11pm ba, lolz, though i shag like dog liaoz, i still play DOTA till 4am sia... WUDI!. Heng i fit sia, if not i alreadi permanent resident at woodbridge liaoz. hehe... Then today i whole day camp at home play game... wahahah... my lifestyle is realli realli unhealthy sia.. hehe, but im still proud of it cause ITS MY LIFE! #_#

Today going to do duty again. haiz... abit sian sia, turbo do duty tis week... hmm... now veri early here sia, onli 6.15am nia. Dun realli know wat to write about leh, lets c....sat i going singing with jer they all, hahaha, long time nvr sing liaoz, wonder if i can still sing as well? Im leaving for taiwan on 16th of march, will onli be back by 7th april. At least i get 3 wks off from the normal routine n i realli hope tis trip will reenergised by long burnt out batteries. hehe. Things r looking quite bleak in the BGR department, lolz, nothing new tis few day, i've given up yet again. = =V. But not my fault my, she dun wanna go out with me lah. tiu....ok lah... gtg liaoz, now going to book in liaoz. ^_^

My frendz n i r getting better at DOTA liaoz.. wahahah, we play nearly everynite since i can stay out now. WAHAHAH.. WUDI! The dark circles r getting darker liaoz, im beginning to look like a panda liaoz... haiz... suck thumb ba, wanna play game then must endure all tis...-_-"" Yesterday morning hor, i saw a single pimple starting to form on my face leh... kaoz.. at the middle of the nose somemore.. pui... but i wudi one, i turbo wash face n care for the stupid spot, now going down liaoz, wahahah... me pro at killing pimples liaoz. ZAI...
hmm, wat else to say leh... ya ya, i nearly forgot, now im realli into 2 song s sia, veri nice songs n realli says wat i feel now.^_^. first is Ai Cheng's 'Ai Shi Ru Ci Bu Rong Yi' , second is Liu Zhong Yi's 'Shi Lian Biao Chian'..
Both r realli nice songs, n they realli have meaning sia... ^_^ I also bought a pair of new handwraps! very nice one leh, red adidas wraps! WUDI, now i can box fashionably liaoz! heehee... but im not throwing away my old pair, got feelings one leh... i will still use the old one, rotate schedule lor! heh heh, im so smart rite? I was tinking about the yellow n blue ones though... lolz.. to those who knows me, my mentality is the same with gals, when i have tis, i tink of tat, maybe u call tat flirt or tat im a insecure guy lah, but have u ever tot wat if one of them realli had been with me? noones knows wat i am when u havent even try me. ^_^. Im honest n i know im such a guy, so i might as well tell the whole world tat lor. Im born tis way, i cant change it myself, so maybe SOMEONE will change it for me..*_*

Neh neh.. i juz got trashed in DOTA... pui... they lame one... use lame heroes... -_- __ Damn shag sia... yesterday nite onli slept for 4 hrs... yesterday i duty mah... so i nvr come home... i send a patient to NUH from 6pm to 3am leh... jin g y... duty sux... i nearly up-lorry sia... tiu... >_<"" Im kinda delirious now lah, so wat im typing might not make much sense... i dragged myself up to finish tis entry so tat ppl like U knows wat's happening in my life.. hehe.. If u're not interested then u wouldnt be reading tis, would u?? ^_^ now now, lets recount wat happened today... morning i got up n collect breakfast at 7 am, then i 'nua' around the med ctr up till lunch time, when i went to throw rubbish, then at 1230pm, i hide in the lecture room n zzz...BUAY TAHAN LIAOZ!!! i need to go for OPERATION BOMB IRAQ liaoz... the goods already at custom checkpoint liaoz... i now need to go 'unload' liaoz... BYeZZZZZ

Im VERI tired today... zzz.... yesterday i went for range, we end only at 10pm sia... when i reach camp, i have a choice to either book out n take cab home, or stay in camp n book out the nxt morning.... i took option 2. i slept in med ctr till like 745am tis morning, when i was on the bus home im feeling realli shag like dog alreadi. haiz...but the good thing is i monday off sia, bad news is noone is going out with me...-_-"" sianz.. ah-wei n richard book in liaoz, all the other guyz either school or in camp. I tink monday suck thumb camp at home better ba. Hot sia, nowadays the weather damn hot, my aircon spoil somemore... jin g y.... lousy aircon, got money i sure buy new air con .... >_<" tiu, now my life is like waiting for something to happen sia, dun know wat big thing will come into my life leh.... Maybe tomolo i go orchard walk walk alone ba, most probably will pick up $5000... wahahaha

Jin G Y.. haha... the phrase is so catchy sia.. wahaha.. its a phrase from the CD-Pro2 Spoof... wahahaha... Tis Week is damn busy sia... im having range tis week so everything is so hectic man... i have to work at med ctr N go for range refresher at the same time...god, im realli damn shag tis week sia...Yanz msg me tis noon to join them for chingay on sat...i wanna go leh, but i have range -_-" jin g y... kaoz... n im the onli cock whose going to shoot on sat, the rest of the guyz r shooting on friday... damn... haiz... sianz, anyway, since im going for it, i might as well get a marksman ba, i know i can do it one... One thing is for sure now, im going to burn my sat till midnite... haiz... sian ah... im going taiwan liaoz, but i still have some unfinished business here sia... Tis few weeks i've been learning some new songs liaoz, woohoo, i juz learned lin junjie's 'hai pa' wahahah... wudi! I LONG time nvr go ktv sing liaoz... sianz, the last time i went was like 2 weeks ago sia... im getting a bit rusty liaoz... jin g y... now already so late liaoz sia... i tomolo need to book in in the morning leh, i secretly stay out one..haha.. if get caught maybe will go jail, but who cares? A man must have a limitless heart so as to contain all the troubles n problems tat is thrown at him... hehe... 男人的心胸，应该容得下天下。。。

Gong xi fa cai! Tomolo chinese new yr liaoz, happi sia, going to b rich liaoz...wOOtz....hehe, song sia. Nowadays i always play DOTA at nite with a few 'zhu peng gou you'... haha.. hmm, time flies veri fast sia, i also dun know wat to do liaoz, i dun wanna rot here till i die leh... T_T... Yesterday i spoke to yuyun online regarding some things, n i guess she do have some point there, i realli didnt do much for 'her'.. how i expect ppl to accept me easily? So in the end i still suck thumb blame myself lor... haiz ,dun tok bout tat liaoz, today is suppose to b CNY eve, so i should b happi lor. Wat past is past, i cant realli change the facts mah, so i have to get on with life lor...(dun know whether got hope anot ah...) I tink mostly no hope one lah...hehe.. ^_^... Life is quite relaxing now sia, i tis week whole week off leh, i realli wanna go singing lor, but noone wants to go with me..(i tink..) i maybe wanna go orchard shoppping also.. hmm... i tink tis week my wallet will b veri light sia... i wanna buy alot of stuffs lor, things like Ipod mini, Levi's jeans, Digital camera...etc... kaoz, even if i got $5000 also dun know enough anot ah... too many things to buy liaoz, but too little cash... CAI SHEN YE, pls bless me with ALOT of money tis yr hor.. hehe...i not greedy one, juz 5 million dollars enough liaoz. :P

Today is a cursed day day sia, i tink my frend dev did something wrong yesterday sia, if not how come he do duty got so many casualties one...kaoz... today i nearly died from overworking sia, though i saved 2 life... sianz... one is a motor-bike accident n the other a heat cramp case... -_-" Now im typing tis before i go home sia, i feel realli shag n hopefully tomolo will b a better day.. ^_^. Hmm,i realli wanna eat the mee siam at the canteen now leh... tis morning had it liaoz, now got craving again.... but i cant go lah, my weight is shooting up faster then the falling stars sia... haiz, y must b so fat one? Being fat is realli boring, though ppl tell me im cute hor, i still dun wanna b so fat, because will die from alot of diseases!!! T_T.. i dun wanna die....*SOB*SOB*... Hmm, regarding the question yesterday hor, i tink i go NTU better lah, strike out so early on my own also not so secure mah. hehe...O_o Alot of things also c thru liao loh.... ^_^. Nxt wk is chinese new yr liao, so will b veri sianz, although will b rich lah.. hehe... i can finally get my ZEN micro liaoz!! YEAH!!! Then i can sell my old creative MUVO to my sis for a profit!!! WAHAHAHA..*EvIL^SmiRK"..

Wootzzz... im doing duty now n yet im still online typing tis.. its only means one thing---> IM SLACKING..hahah.. anyways, im feeling a bit upset now lor... haiz...u ask me wat's causing me grieve? hehe... i tink she knows lah...:P Today was a veri busy day sia... nearly died from mental stress. kaoz, so many ppl report sick sia -_-"" gan tulanz sia, all chao geng one. I even got one reservist coming back to declare he's gay sia... sianz, i still cant 4get the way he looked at me...eeee .T_T. One of my good bro peter went overseas to india liaoz, he wont b back for 3 mths sia, now who go eat nasi lemak in the morning with me ah? Another bro is going to brunei soon, which means i need to book in on my own liaoz, which in turn means---->money lost!!! .... Sianz, nowadays the 'fist' ABIT tight, still waiting for the damn payday.. hehe.. yar, nearly 4get to tell u, i met a reservist today who offered me a position in his company when i ORD leh... im sure he isnt evil, so now im considering whether to continue go NTU or work at his company... haiz... but hor, working at his company requires frequent overseas assignment leh, like tat i cant c singaporean pretty gals liaoz... sianz... ^_^

Wahahaha.. today is yan's birthday sia... i juz came back from her chalet. She seems happy today, which in turn makes me happy...^_^... The only spoilers of the day is big-fat-short-lennet n hip-hop-dog adam n his gf.. Kaoz... the fark-shit lennet only know how to sit n eat... i juz realised there's a guy who is more fat fark then me sia... he even have the cheek to command me to BBQ food n DELIVER it into the ROOM for him... Let me tell u tis, if today not her birthday, i surely fark him till his dick spoil sia... kaoz... tua lamer... __ I hated lennet rite from the start liaoz, he has been a pain in the ass all along, i wonder how he managed to evade the butcher's knife till now sia... ^_^. Now it's adam's time... tat piece of shit is realli too much man... he only know how to lay down on the bed n hug his ugly gf... we the guyz r doing work setting fire n trying to make yan's bday a success while he only 'nua' there. Tell u something, a man's worth is reflected on his actions, adam is definitely not a man, she's a ah-qua..HAHAHAHa...I dun know lah, but i realli find him disgusting, hopefully when he goes NS he will die inside... hahaha*eViL^SMiLe... sometimes i tink tis 2 disgusting guyz should search within their souls, they have been commiting so many atrocities.. juz dun let me c them outside... assholes..__ Yanz, if u r reading tis hor, pls dun angry can? i know they r ur frendz lah, but tis blog is machiam my diary lah, so i write wat i feel mah... so if u read liao tulanz hor, dun lah.... ^_^.. hehe... remember nxt week we go sing k? *_*

Its been a veri long time since i updated.. its again due to my laziness...hahahah.... yesterday i juz went singing with yanz n april...hmm.... their singing is not bad lah, but i tink i sang the most thruout... hahah, typical me again, microphone-napper :P... I've decided to change my style liaoz, i tink i will try to adopt a more manly style, short spiky hair with short stubbles. But i still cant wear contact lenses leh, kaoz, dun know y leh, maybe i should try somemore lor, contact lenses more comfy.....or is it?? ?_? Life is always like tat one sia, old one dun go, new one dun come... hmm, though im a veri emotional n nostalgic person, life has forced tis fact onto me... i now know sometimes old things will rot n need to b thrown away.... its the same for love too, i guess its time i throw away those memories liaoz.. hehe.. i realli intend to do tat now because of wat yanz said yesterday... i always say, but nvr do. i know she's rite... I should look forward to the future instead of living in the past... T_T Bye memories....

wah... im getting incosistent with updating tis blog liaoz... haiz... :P Anyway, yesterday b4 i booked in, i saw the channel variety show 'top fun'.. n guess wat, i saw the asshole of sg idol.... the gladiator guy who declared in his website tat he is the most handsome guy in the world... wat an asshole man.... haiz... maybe he is suffering from some unknown illness, but i tink he have a serious problem on his hands... he seems to tink he is god's gift to mankind but wat he realli didnt know is tat he's juz another piece of shit... im not always tis critical about a fellow homo-sapian but i seriously tinks he is still stuck in the monkey phase of human evolution... haiz... everybody is laughing at his stupidity n hopelessness n he tinks it is because he's famous... god save tis forsaken soul... but acting silly has it's limits... the farker actually exposed himself to the judges, i mean wat farking sound man will do tat on national tv?? wtf is tat idiot tinking?? i guess its juz sooner or later tat cockanathan will get walloped in the streets lah... singapore now has a single enemy, he's now an enemy of the state... hehehehe... :P ( wat i juz typed is juz my own opinion, if u realli tinks he is cute, immediately look for a psychologist or seek neural therapy.... hahaha)

happy new year! hehe... finally new year liaoz... song sia, i wonder wat's going to happen in 2005 leh?? hmm.. i know one thing for sure, i wont trust gals again! hehe.. woohoo, im being bluffed by a gal again man, i dun wanna say her name lor, but i have seen thru her liao, she ONLY comes to me when something bad happens to her... im kinda like a bomb-shelter.. hmm... i wonder if nxt time she comes back, will i still willingly be the bomb shelter anot leh?? Anyway, i realli hope tis yr i can FINALLY slim down... im REALLI REALLI getting fatter every year sia... kaoz.. im a pig in disguise man. So 2005, pls help me lose the flab can?? hehe :P
once i get to normal size, i tink i will live happier sia.. although they say fat also can live happily... hmm... y they say tat ah?? (?-?) Wahaha, i juz bought a new beanie todae sia, but wtf man, i look like shit in it... duh, another 25 bucks wasted... damn... i farking look like a nun in tat thingy.. sianz... __ i tink i stopping here liaoz, maybe c when i feel more normal then i update ba...